Perginya bonda & ayahanda tercinta..

3rd Nov 2008 & 6th Nov 2009..

Perginya insan2 tercinta dlm hidup Ms adik beradik..kalau dlu Ms slalu fikir mcmana la hidup anak2 xde parent ni..until one day, i lost my beloved dad..it hurt me most when he left us without single word..i knw he wanted to say sumthing..Ms,arwah mama n kakak2 Ms,redha dia pegi..from the day papa pegi,arwah mama punye condition start x stable..i knw she missed papa so much..n i missed him too..but i knw,she really strong for me especially..Ms close sgt dgn arwah papa..but Ms tau yg arwah mama always here for me.so,Ms buat yg terbaik untuk arwah mama..she followed me wherever i go..we so happy that time..oh ye..arwah mama penah jugak admitted for several time.kurang darah,jantung and so on..start tht day,Ms btul2 risau.Ms bwk arwah mama duduk dgn Ms kat KL..n she was very happy!mana x nye,she got 4 other daughters kat sini..she cooked for us..chit chat..Ms bwk die pegi jalan2..if u all nk tau,Ms not really close dgn arwah mama..mungkin sbb arwah mama garang..arwah mama Ms cikgu dlu..almost a year gak la arwah mama ikut Ms..then,sejarah berulang kembali..that time Ms anta arwah mama gi umah kakak Ms kat Johor..masa Ms nk gerak balik KL,arwah mama mcm sebak sgt..dia pesan kat Ms,jaga diri baik2..Ms x sangka tu lah pesanan terakhir arwah…3 hari lepas Ms anta balik Johor,arwah dah pun di jemput Ilahi..Ms ingat lagi arwah mama slalu tanya Ms..mcmana Ms klu die x de..n Ms slalu ckp,Ms bleh blaja la hidup sendiri..confident je bunyinye kan..hakikatnye,Ms x sekuat mane pun..lain rasanye x de mak ayah ni..Ms agak terkilan la sbb x dapat tunaikan hajat die..”Jodoh farah blum sampai mama”..i’m so sorry..

So..pesanan Ms..berbakti lah selagi mampu..pangillah mak ayah u all sekerap mungkin..dgrkan la bebelan2 diorg..coz one day,u all mungkin x kan puas panggil nama tu or akan rindu bebelan dorg..tu lah yg terjadi kat Ms skang..

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